The day has come O^O I remember my happiness at the time I got 29 watchers! I kept saying "the day I get thirty watchers, I'll draw something special" (All my drawings are special >:'D) And I just noticed o.o I can haz 31? *O* //happy //crying TvT Omg... I don't even know how to /use/ deviant, did you know that? I've been given lotsa llamas ^-^ (What's it mean exactly e.e?) But how do I give them to anyone else o.o I know money gets put into dA but even so, you can still do lots wiffout it :'P Is there free llamas o.o I feel like giving some out ~ I don't understand exactly, what they're for or why Iam given them.. but .. thank you?? ;v; Iam happy. Thirty one watchers.. yay ; v; I know! Iam in a mood (moods change ya know ;D) and I feel like taking requests - O.O I DO THAT? Sure I see "Commisions" all over dA.. a commish is.. drawing done for money, yes? IAM SO CLUELESS @.@ I just go on 'for a moment' to upload a drawing - then I get distracted and am on the computer for hours, looking at all you beautiful people's beautiful art/creations O.O There are certain people I straight up admire. Like damn you, share wiff me your skillz!!!!! ; o; Y U NO SHARE?? v.v I love so many of your guys' artsness ;v; Really ~ <3

Ya know that feeling.. when you think you've drawn good.. then you see someone else's art and your like "..... no." And you feel like giving up? "I could never be as good as that!" Do you ever get like that? Or is that just me? Well, I have a serious case of that. There are those that I think I do do better than tho o.o at least, I like to think I do.. MY POINT IS: You shouldn't have to compare your art to anothers. It's good in it's own way :'D Rly. But you all know that, don't you?
As of recently, spending more and more of my time on dA (OBSESSED) I've changed in that way ^-^ Whereas I used to get jealous.. I now look at you professional people.. and I think "Iam not expected to be like that." And I feel better. I don't like when people look at my work and say "You're so good at drawing! I wish I could draw!" IT's like they're putting themselves down. They're not even giving themselves a chance? If they /really/ wanted to be good at drawing, they'd pick up a pencil, and start. No one's a natural born artist. You build your way up! It's true ^-^ Espeacially don't say you can't draw if you haven't TRIED. Just saying :'P

I now look at peoples art. Art that is the ranks of professionals. I look at there art and think "That's so cool *O* I wish I could do that" I won't stop there >:'I I promise I'll try. It's nice to be able to say progress in art - that's what I think - I LOVE LOOKING AT THOSE DRAW MEMES. Where you redraw an old drawing *.* I see art that I would consider pretty much the same as miine ~ turn into something BIG. twss lol XD I see this person's skills over the year(s?) progress to a point where you wouldn't even recognize the old art!

Iam ranting o.o I just love love love it >v< Seeing progress. Upload a drawing in ink/b&w then upload it AGAIN with colour *O* I love when ppl do that *.* I do it :'3


Okaiii soo ~ how did I end up here again? I was saying something... in particular to the person (?) who reads this.. Iam asking you, would you like some free art ^-^? I've always wanted to do an art trade ; -; ~ <3